At the moment I'm not keeping this blog.
Asking for Trouble continues to rock my world. We took Kapow! on tour round regional Victoria in September 2012 and will do so again at least a couple of times next year.
I have also been experimenting with short creative non-fiction, writing a novel and working on a solo roving character.
I'm in the process of deciding how to blog about my various creative projects. When I do decide, I'll post about it here, and possibly move this blog across to the new project.
In the mean time...
Monday, October 15, 2012
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
Swamp Juice
little review moment from last saturday...
Swamp
Juice is on at 2:30 on the weekends and Jeff-Canadian-Jeff (as we so often say after someone asks 'Jeff who?') bumps in as we are bumping out Kapow.
I saw his show Sticks Stones Broken Bones a few years ago and I have a single vivid happy memory of a shadow horse running on shadow grass. Me laughing as it galloped.
Mr Bunk (Jeff) shows you everything he’s doing, holds
up the puppet to demonstrate before he turns it into a shadow. Silly voice, gruff
sound effects into his lapel mike. Such an appealing, ridiculous character of a
man pointing things out, proud and amused by what he’s done, and occasionally
cranky when the audience doesn’t do their job right.
Each image is lovely. The curious snail
taking great mouthfuls of a tuft of grass – the shadow of Jeff’s balding head.
The tiny rodenty creature with delicate paws and a dot of a nose that snuffles
the air.
But (SPOILER ALERT) nothing is as fabulous as the end. Jeff
hands out a bunch of cardboard boxes – “Take one, take one, pass on, take one”
When the box arrives on my lap I realize that we are being given 3D glasses.
There is a long shuffling moment of pause
while the audience each deal with their specs. I am one of the last and I
miss the opening moment of 3D – instead a blur of red and blue on the screen.
Then I have it.
Jeff has made 3D shadows.
A bird flies out towards our faces and all
the children reach up to grab on it’s intangible way past.
A tiny man in a gorgeous flying machine: a
skeleton frame with propeller and square wings zooms over our heads. I can’t
help saying, “Ooooh” out loud.
Each shadow has become an object – only in black, but clear edged and perfect. Such a stunning combination of ancient and new
technology.
My insides are sweet with how clever it is.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Raoul
All my friends are performing in the
evenings so tonight I take myself out to the theatre. The show in the
International Festival that I really want to see is Raoul, by James Thiérrée, grandson of Charlie Chaplin, amongst many
other things.
I deck myself in a polka dot dress and high
heels, tie up my skirts and swing my leg over my bike. Cycle in to town
readjusting my cleavage. Lock up my bikes on the Adelaide Festival Centre
stair-rails and find my seat between strangers.
Massive white-patched curtains that have
been repaired and repaired. They hang criss-crossing the stage like a cubby
house, like a ship after a storm, like drunken washing lines. Brown stains
settle into them illuminated by the yellow light behind. Mist rises smokily.
There is a sudden sweeping lift as unseen
machinery pulls the curtains up, they hoist and billow and settle into place to
frame the stage – a drift wood teepee of netting and poles.
The man, like a WWII pilot lost in the
desert, swings his coat wide out behind him. He is dirty and beautiful and he
knows it, holding his shoulders like a dancer, like a soldier, like a man who
is angry and entitled to the thing he wants.
He calls himself out. “Raoul! Raoul!”
But Raoul doesn’t want to be found.
The duality of Raoul. The appearance from
no-where, the double behind the curtain, the mirror where his hands meet palm
to palm.
It is so bitsy. “French” Christy says; that’s
what the French do – create a series of beautiful images. I am almost desolate
as an image disappears, never to be returned to – so many resources have been
used to create each and I feel like you could build a show around every one.
The pleasure of watching a body that is so
highly trained. The unexpected flight that I wish would go on and on. I watch
so many circus shows and I am hideously jaded about aerial acts. Things don’t
catch my breath anymore and I am usually bored of them before they finish. Not
this. Not him. I want him to fly forever.
I shuffle out of the theatre with the
crowd, walking carefully in my absurd shoes. I’m not left with a feeling, like
sadness or hope, or a particular idea that he was trying to tell me, but with
memories of beauty that I want to capture and visit again and again. Like a
painting I can hang in my heart.
Saturday, March 3, 2012
stupid-happy-doggy-happy
This week we get the best review so far. My
new friend Max is ten years old, the son of one of the other performers in the
Garden. He finds me at my window in the box office and hands this over to me.
Saturday morning. It’s the Clipsal 500. The
world has gone mad with men wearing Holden merchandise and the air is a
constant whine of V8 supercar engines that aren’t far enough away.
In the dark before the show I sit
stretching on the astroturf listening to the engines and feeling a little sad. Bubblewrap and Boxes did much better
than this in terms of ticket sales last year. We think the reason is that
previously the Garden put out a “Kids in the Garden” guide and the program
itself was arranged so that it had a family section. Finding us is much harder
now. We have had more promo and done more work flyering than ever before. But
it does feel a little bit hopeless.
As Alison opens the house and our little
audience enters through the tent flap the Australian Defense Force Air Show
(highlight of the Clipsal) begins above our heads. The booming roar of a plane
flying so close it shakes the tent walls, so loud you couldn’t hear your own
voice screaming over the top.
Then it’s gone and the children are crying.
There’s another plane. And another.
Each one feels as though its about to crash land on top of us it’s so loud.
I feel as though there’s no point going on.
I hope and hope and hope and then thank all the gods of circuses and clowns and
aeroplanes when they stop, just as the lights come up on the start of the
show.
The Beyond
the Wall crew are there, in one corner, eyes smiling. It’s so nice to
run out onto stage and look them in the eye – I know that I show all the
stupid-happy-happy-doggy-happy I am aiming for because of how pleased they are
to see me. Throughout the show, they laugh so much louder than everyone else in
the audience.
At the end, after we bow, we kneel by the exit
path so people can talk to us on the way out. A child totters up to me (they’re
so tiny and wide eyed these children, it breaks my heart) She stands for a
moment looking straight into my eyes and then says: “I love you.”
Nothing beats it.
Saturday, February 25, 2012
39 degrees
It’s like a desert. It’s like an oven. Our
changerooms have airconditioning and when you step outside the air hits you
like a wall of hot water.
Luckily (or was it planning?) someone left
the Umbrella air conditioning on all night. There’s something awful about all
that energy pumping cold air into a tent for hours. An empty tent with no
insulation and gaps all over the place. But it’s such a relief to be doing a
show in a slightly cool venue – after the sweltering cycle into town at 8:30am.
Luke’s back is not 100% so Christy and I
are on all the heavy lifting. Despite the heat I like it. Christy and I are
good at the job. Efficient. Hoiking the bunkbeds between us round the obstacle
course of cables and props and shipping containers behind the Umbrella. Taking
regular water breaks. I like that Luke is resting, not muscling on. It makes me
feel like we are getting better at looking after ourselves and each other.
Once we’re bumped in we all stretch slowly
in the heat. Not much running or strength work for me in this heat, but lots of checking in with my body, gently pulling on my muscles.
The audience is beautiful. Small, maybe 40
people in the tent, but responsive. There are a couple of parents with massive
smiles and a lot of sweet interaction. They clap and oooh and laugh in all the
right places.
I decide not to try to look like I’m
enjoying Terry’s dancing, but to actually enjoy it. It’s not hard and I like
the feel of the real smile on my face. I enjoy my own superhero moment more
too: the big stupid happiness of pulling that costume on.
A woman in the front row fans herself
continuously with her hat. Luke’s brow is washing with shiny sweat beads,
Christy is red under her makeup. At ¾ of the way through I feel the headache
arrive. I breath through it as I fight with Terry.
As soon as we finish talking with our
audience, Jeff arrives to bump in Swamp Juice and Alison tells us he needs the
floor sooner than usual. Christy and I do a ninja pack down and we head out to
hand out free tix to tomorrows show as the audience exits the Kids Comedy Gala.
We’ve only sold 20 tickets to tomorrow.
By the time I take panadol I’m on the
pounding edge of a migraine and I sit in Cibo upstairs, swallowing my nausea
and rubbing my temples while Christy and Luke look cute and worried. Christy
pulls out our review in Rip it Up – Adelaide street press, and I read it
slowly.
Now the painkillers have worked and I’m tired
and sweet. Luke and Christy have gone to set up for Porcelain Punch. It’s 5:30
on a Saturday afternoon and I’m not going in to the carnival. I’m going home to
write the three grant submissions that are due in the next five days.
Because artists should get PAID!!!!
Sunday, February 19, 2012
showmaker-homemaker
Sunday morning. Same lugging. Same warming up, Same skanky
changerooms. We know the drill and we have plenty of time. But then 15 minutes before
we open, Front of House come in and tell us we’ve sold 213 tickets. Suddenly
Christy is sharp, onstage, running her lines, Luke is tying his shoelaces fast and
my skin feels fresh.
I sit backstage waiting for my cue smiling at the dark.
The show is more fun, more relaxed and the audience feels
like they are with us all the way. At the end Christy hands out flyers and I
have my fingers crossed for audiences next week.
This evening I sang Odette to sleep, cooked myself dinner
and handwashed my costumes. Any minute now I’m going to eat chocolate and read
my novel. Peep is about to go up for its second set, out there in the Garden
and I will go to bed and listen for a baby who's mama wears amazing costumes in a candy-striped tent.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Kapow! Begins!
Saturday morning we lug all our props in from the container.
Several of us carry the bunkbeds together, round the corner where the tent
slopes almost too low to allow us in and we have to step up because the ramp
angle doesn’t work for us. It’s muggy in the tent and burning outside and Christy
and I work quietly together with the lifting and arranging while Luke does the
knot tying.
The fence solution complete
Our changeroom is skanky.
Dear other-performers-who-share-the-Umbrella-Revolution-changeroom,
You should know that Christy picks up your rubbish and tidies away your makeup
so there is room for other people.
Love from me.
The thing that tipped the skanky over to hilarious was this:
Suspicious yellow ‘specimen sample’ containers on the
changeroom bench.
We get into costumes, do make up, run the hard tricks. Front
of House say it’s time to open. The moment before we are ready, we stand
holding hands and look hard into each other’s eyes, making contact, committing
to working together, to being safe, to looking after each other. Then its time
and I jog backstage to sit alone, listening to the feet on the seating bank and
the children talking as they arrive. Trying to imagine Christy out there
playing with Rosie, being quiet and awkward but present with the crowd.
The show is a little bit wild. Nat gets a few of the sound
cues hilariously out but we work to the wrong music or to silence and its ok
really. Christy forgets lines and that’s fine too. I feel like I know the shape
of the show and that between us we can drive it to the end in spite of
hiccoughs. The Porcelain Punch crew are in the crowd leading the laughter which
is lovely.
During the show I feel a little un-funny and a little like I
am not ‘showing my pleasure to be with the audience.’ Like maybe the only
people who really love us are our friends who are the ones I can hear laughing.
But at the end as we kneel on the grass by the entry and say hello to the kids,
the parents are bright-faced and complimentary. I remember that it is a good
show.
I hang with the Punchies while they prep for their show and
they are gorgeous about Kapow which is lovely.
A bit of backstage Punch
The thing is, we have only sold three tickets out of 250 for
Sunday. After my box office shift, I pump the Garden, handing out 50
complimentary tickets and making friends with the small people again.
Cycle home in the dark, appreciating the flatness of
Adelaide.
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